Hi! Yup, I’m back for super long  hiatus :D Anybody miss me? … Nope? I think it’s obvious, duh. So yeah, School overruled me :( That’s why I decide to be on hiatus. Some things happened in the past..

- I fulfilled my dream to enter St. Louis 1 Senior High School! So happy at that time~ But, I think, It doesn’t go well, at least for now.

- I got attached with my junior high school friends. Okay I was and still talking crap about them. But, I realized, since I moved into Sinlui, I am missing them so much. Three years with them. Three years full of both bad and good memories with them. And I can’t forget it. Remember how dorky they were, how lovely they were, how disgusting they were, and how our friendship goes make me miss them more. Back then, we’re solid enough.  I don’t know what kid words I have to say to express how I miss them so much, but the one thing I know is, I LOVE them.

- My beffies, couldn’t attend at the same school with me. Screw that I’m alone. Now I have some close friends. But it feels different. So much difference.

- I pass Junior High School as the #1 rank. I think it's a good paid off of my hard effort for three years in Junior High School. Actually my UNAS score is on number #2. But for the final calculation, I made it :D

- Last time Valentine Day was EPIC! I received so many loves, chocolates and gifts from my friends. The best Valday I’ve ever had. I also received a confession from someone ;p Okay, forget that. And on White Day, I exchanged gifts with my beffies and had a nice ice break from boring school life.

- I never think my beffies would be this diligent. Mak and Patrice actually turn into a bookworm, I think. Meta too. But not as well as them. And not really the last, I heard someone doesn’t have any friends as well lol

- I have new job as designer on Lemonswirls :) I love designing poster so much. It’s nice how I work on with mixing colors, cropping picture, etc. But, lately lemonswirls are in a hiatus state. I see it as a dead graphic site. I want to help. Willingness much. But, school are getting more and more crazier :( otteohkae?

- Sinlui are HELL! Kill me now! Okay, now I know how was ce Lena trying to survive last year. Now, I am feeling like I’m going to give up. Sinlui is hard :( It gives HUGE pressure to me. I was shocked by the difference between Junior High and Senior High. Karitas 3 doesn’t give much homeworks, but Sinlui gives homeworks like a giant snowball. Karitas 3 doesn’t make exam hard for their student, but it seems Sinlui loves it when the student get remedial. And the last, when I was at Karitas 3 I have my freedom too much. In Sinlui? Almost no freedom *cry a river*

Yea, those are some things that I want to spill out. I write this on the 3^rd day on my Final Exams term because I feel so frustrated. I wasn’t doing good on the 2^nd day. Screw that fucking math.

Tomorrow, on Monday it would be Geography and Computer finals. But I don’t fell right to study. I feel I can’t do this. Ohmygod, I’m going to cry. I miss Karitas, I miss my freedom. I want to cry and scream so bad but I couldn’t. It’s pathetic right? I’m so pathetic.

I know, choosing Sinlui was my decicion before. And now, I’m so messing up. But somehow, I still want to believe that my decicion is not a waste. I want to have a good grades again, I want to enter prestigious university, I want to have a bright future. I must fight for it. Yes, I am going to fight for it.

P/S: After this, I will make my blog neater and simpleler. And a little change in here and there. Then, shall I say goodbye? Well, I think I must study again. *sigh* ciao everyone^^